You and I are the phantoms of the night, never to be seen in the daylight. There was never an us and there never will be because what we have is smoke and mirrors. You are the trap I should have never fallen into but my heart stumbled and fell too deep, so deep that I can’t seem to rescue myself. I feel so sad and lonely, desparate to forget you and unwilling to let you go. You are occupying everything in me; there are moments in the day when I forget you then out of nowhere a thought of strikes me and leaves me paralyzed.
“Is it love when so easily said goodbye? Is it love when we’ve given up before we tried?”— from ,,Leave Me Lonely’‘ by Ariana Grande
“It doesnt matter what i do to move on from this pain, deep inside i will know that i never get to hug you again”—
“I swore I wouldn’t let a person define my happiness, but fuck..”— 1:28am
“I just want to get out of here. I want to call you and tell you everything that’s wrong and i want you to tell me that its going to be okay. I need you to tell me its going to be okay.”—
“People get drunk. They kiss the wrong people. And pretend to be okay. People will do anything to distract their heart. They will do anything to distract it from missing someone.”—
I saw you in my dreams again, I held you a little tighter because I knew when I would wake up you’d be gone.
